Since early childhood, I have struggled with a fragmented consciousness. For years, I attempted to force these fractured pieces into a single, cohesive identity to conform to social expectations—a struggle that became my greatest source of suffering.

Within me, two opposing forces constantly collide: the "logical adult" who demands construction, and the "innocent child" who craves destruction. Through my continuous dialogue with the canvas, I realized that this agonizing "oscillation" is not a flaw to be mended, but the very essence of my humanity and my true self.

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To integrate the entirety of my being onto the surface, I assign conflicting roles to my hands: "Freedom" to the left and "Equilibrium" to the right. By allowing each hand to follow contradictory laws, I capture every moment of conflict and hesitation inherent in the creative process, preserving them all simultaneously.

In a modern society driven by hyper-efficiency, and a contemporary art world often over-defined, every act of living is reduced to "goals" and "results." Humans have been transformed into "factories" existing merely to achieve output.

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Through my expression, I seek to affirm the purity of the "unfinished" and the "meaningless." For me, painting is not a means to an end, nor a path to a destination.

It is an act of allowing an existence oscillating in the abyss to simply "remain." It is my non-fungible proof of being—a defiance against an increasingly automated and optimized future.